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Writer Kiese Laymon Wants To Be Heavy

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Jul 04, 2020
Writer Kiese Laymon Wants To Be Heavy

Kiese Laymon’s memoir is far from the weight loss journey he originally envisioned. But a lot of it is about his body.

He grew up as a fat kid in the South. And he continues to be shaped by the experience of being Black in America.

Often, he’s tried to deal with that pain by eating, or not eating. Over the course of his life he’s gone from being heavy, to dropping down to two percent body fat, to becoming heavy again.

In his book, Heavy: An American Memoir, Kiese weaves together all these experiences. In doing so, disordered eating, anti-Blackness, fatphobia, and addiction all bubble together. "As artists, we got to be able to talk about all of it at once because it always happens at once," he says. "Food to me is a paradoxical way to get into all of the mess of what we are."

Kiese’s entire memoir is written to his mother. When he was a kid she made him write a story or report every night on a range of topics. She believed that the best protection against day-to-day racism — the best way to survive really — was excellence.

In Heavy, Kiese processes his upbringing and adulthood to examine what it says about himself, his home state of Mississippi, and American life as a whole. The book won the Andrew Carnegie Medal, the LA Times Isherwood Prize for Autobiographical Prose, and Audible’s Audiobook of the Year. Kiese is a professor of English and Creative Writing at the University of Mississippi, and he grew up in Jackson, Mississippi.

This episode contains explicit language.

Interstitial music in this episode by Black Label Music:

- "Legend" by Erick Anderson

- "Nice Kitty" by Black Label Productions

- "Hang Tight" by Hayley Briasco

- "Sidewalk Chalk" by Hayley Briasco

- "The Huxtables" by Kenneth J. Brahmstedt

Photo courtesy of Kiese Laymon.

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